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BORED............And I know its about time.........   
11:37pm 28/04/2007
 
mood: depressed
2006 was different...I know I haven't updated in years...and I honestly I forgot. But I just decide to update...All the people who use to have this is out....I never cared if they saw this or not. I have a myspace and thats were everyone is but who cares. Well what can I say...In 2005 my sister got sick and need Chemo for 15 months during that in March '06 I found the love of my life Hector who is younger then me by like 4 months. He is great guy and there are days that I think maybe he needs someone better??? But he always tells me to Shut up and he know there is no one better.....Right now he is in Flordia and I am here in NJ.....I feel real lonely and I know  you dont need a guy to make u feel better but he is sooo different that I do need him. I told him he is screw he has to marry me, no choice. He laughs and says same to you. I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH!!!!! I cried the last he was with me on Thursday and on Friday too....I think tonight I am gonna cry tooo....He send me a pic of him...sendin me a kiss. I really want to hug him and kiss him.....Okay that about it today....I am gonna finish talkin to him and go to bed....
 
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03:51pm 25/08/2005
 
mood: indifferent
I haven't been updating any journals...I guess cuz I am a bit busy and I can't really think of anything to write.But It looks like drama is back in my life.People are always hating on me. As if I was a bad person, but thats what I get cuz I have a big mouth and I like to tell people like it is. Its funny how people like to play victims and its funny how people that don't know sh*t like to put in there 2cents and no one is asking them.Its funny how people talk about each other behind their backs and when they see them face to face they don't say a word. I laugh, cuz no one has the balls to say anything to my face. They like to talk about me and my best friends but they dont see me. I am starting to be more ghetto then before.But I guess I have to be a bitch cuz I am not letting anyone step on me. I mean NO ONE!!!! I just wish I could move away, where no one knows me. But then I think about it and I am like why? So people can think they got the last laugh. I had a link to my Greatest journal I had to remove it cuz people think they are cute checking my friends journal. Shit I know that our lives are alot better then theirs. But its ok, i have no problem people reading my shit.I am going to follow what Nas says in One Mic:

"All I need is one blunt, one page, and one pen
One prayer - tell God forgive me for one sin
Matter fact maybe more than one, look back
at all the hatred against me, fuck alla them"

I don't need the blunt but fuck alla them part goes to all people that hate me. People need to get lives and trust me in the end watch. This is to them to:

"Never to worry
All the wrong doers got it coming back to 'em a thousand times over
Every dog has it's day, and everything flips around"
By: Nas from "What Goes Around"
 
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11:30pm 04/08/2005
 
mood: good

What kinda sex do you like?
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Favourite Color
Times you want to fuck a day.. 1
Fav. position doggy style
How you like it a little foreplay and ALOTA SEX!
Where do you like doing it in the kitchen
how good are you? you make them moan for more
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Super Bored!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just want to write in here its been awhile. Anyways I am going to take a shower and try to talk to this guy.
 
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Up....   
01:03am 09/04/2005
 
mood: satisfied
Well I just changed my number well my company. I am no longer AT&T, I am now part of the Nextel people. Yea my dad has my phone now, so its cool. I love that direct connect thing its fun as hell to use. I need to get my friend Albert direct connect number so I am going to call him and get that from him. In other news, I am now a proud owner of a dog, yes I now own my cousin's dog. He wasn't taking care of him anyway. His name is Hercules and no i am not changing it. I like it cuz he is a small dog. So it fits him, anyway just want to update.
 
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Bored......................   
04:09pm 07/02/2005
 
mood: crappy
Its been awhile since I update. I guess I have been super lazy, but I was sick the last couple of days. Yep...some stomach virus but today I feel better and I am going back to school. I missed it on Friday so I must go today. I have to go all this week, which sucks but I have to make up classes. My last week of school, which is sad. My whole class decide to have a dinner together and just hang out. I still feel kind of sick and now Jorge is feeling the same way. Poor Kid, I only want myself to be sick.I fell in love with this song....


Ordinary People

Girl, I'm in love with you
But this ain't the honeymoon
We're past the infatuation phase
We're right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue every day

I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we've both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow
Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie, no
No fairytale conclusion y'all
It gets more confusing every day
Sometimes it's Heaven sent
Then we head back to Hell again
We kiss, then we make up on the way

I hang up, you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow
Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow
Take it slow

Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay
Maybe you''ll leave
Maybe you'll return
Maybe you'll never find
Maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow
We'll never know
Baby, you and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow, hey
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

Now I must shower....I have class at like 6 but I am taking the bus must leave at 5:35 the latest.
 
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BORED.................   
01:25am 16/09/2004
 
mood: sleepy




You are BloodRayne!


Sexy, mysterious, and deadly, men drop at your feet...literally!
You have a high sex drive and a lust for power and energy.
Just be sure not to bite him too hard on the neck...
Those blood stains are tricky to get out of the sheets!



Which female video game character do you most resemble in bed?

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You are a Mistress of the Ton!


No being controlled for you. You're a strong independant person who
adores being lavished with gifts and attention. S/he may think they're
in charge but you know better. You're getting all the gifts with the
added bonus of pleasure ontop of it. Just make sure you keep yourself on
the top of your looks and flirtation skills, lest your Master finds
someone younger and more beautiful.



What Kind of Kinky Sex Slave Are You?

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Quizzes........ Bored   
01:30am 28/08/2004
 
mood: blah
2f6
You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.


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nothing
You're addicted to.....

Nothing!
Your addicted to nothing at all? Well..... ok I
guess thats a good thing but come on just think
of the possibilities!


What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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Siren
You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?


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holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


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Up.................   
12:35am 21/08/2004
 
mood: sleepy
Just really bored and Adult Swim in the weekends sucks. There is no Inuyasha or Case Closed. But at least there is Sealab and ATHF(Aqua Team Hunger Force). Still its giving something else right now and I am out here in my living room in the heat. I am going to update and then go to my room. I am sleepy and stuff, well I don't work until like next Friday which sucks ass and Carlos Birthday is coming up too. I have to get him something, I have no idea what it is. Eating my handy snack chocolate and vanilla pudding. Its really good and I know I shouldn't be eating at this time but I got hungry. At least I dont have to get up early tomorrow. If I don't fall asleep I am going to watch a DVD. What DVD you may ask? I have no idea its betweem Velvet Goldmine or Cruel Intentions. I took a shower earlier and I am starting to sweat. I am done........I will try to update some more when something good actually happens
 
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Inuyasha Quizzes   
12:55am 20/08/2004
 
mood: calm
inu
inuyasha


!!!!!!!!!!!!!Which inuyasha character are you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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is
you really love inuyasha so do i inuyasha rocks and
its the best tv show ever inuyasha is so cool
_SIT_boy_


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Raining outside.....   
03:12pm 23/07/2004
 
mood: good
Today was a very cool day.....I was taking a nap when I heard the doorbell and its a UPS guy. Now I think I didn't order anything off of amazon yet. LOL But when I look at the package and its a Nip/Tuck envelope. But I was surpise, I went upstairs, Jorge was saying watch it bit the 1st season DVD, I was like nahh. I forgot that I entered the contest almost a month a ago from the FX network to win it. When I opened it I was jumping up and down and screaming and laughing. It was so cool to open up the envelope and see that. It made my day.On a bad note I got my monthly friend or monthly bitch as I like to call it. But yea...I am going to eat cuz I am hungry now. I don't know if I want to go to school in this weather cuz I don't want to get wet, I hate when I have to go somewhere and its raining, It ruins the day.
 
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About to clean and go to Downtown with the kids.....   
12:58pm 15/07/2004
 
mood: awake
 
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Long weekend....   
11:10pm 27/06/2004
 
mood: blah
Saturday we had to go to this family birthday party for a boy who just turn 4. And I went cuz Maria and the kids were there. So I had a little fun and then we sleepover Maria house, Jorge, Elizabeth, and me and it was also my cousin Cathy kids Anthony and Timmy and Maria sister son Nas. Thats alot of kids. I know but it was cool and my brother and sister had fun and Carlos sleepover my cousin Willy house. But it was cool and I am tired, I am getting fat I know it. I need to lose weight so badly I hate my body like this. Right now I am bigger cuz I got my "monthly friend". I hate it but still I am getting fat and I don't like that. I need to do something to lose this weight. DAMN I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going to try to lose weight, with Nisha and Jack help.
 
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Bored.....   
05:18pm 12/06/2004
 
mood: thoughtful
Here at my house and I am about to call Nisha and she what she is up. I have a Mid-term on Monday and I have really study. Thats what I should be doing. But whatever I will try a little bit later, I have been thinking alot about Medina and Efrain. I don't know what to feel towards those two. I wish I know but in a way they are both a waste of time. They don't know what they want, and me neither but at least I am not scare to be with someone, they are. Oh man where do I find these people. I hate this so much and just being home and thinking about it more makes it worst.

School is cool, I like it alot but my body is dying. I don't know why but I can't sleep. I am trying to sleep more so I am trying to go to bed earlier. Oh yea Jaydon birthday is coming up he is turning 2 yrs. He is getting older and Juston turned 8 mths on June 8th. He is getting big he is turning 1 yrs on Oct.8th and I am thinking about just haveing his birthday and my birthday together. He was born 2 days before mines.So yea I am going to try to study and maybe go out with Nisha and she can help me study.
 
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Looking things up for school...   
11:33pm 24/05/2004
 
mood: calm
I am trying to see if I can find anything for the Lymphatic System, which is what we are going to start on Wednesday. We were doing the Circulatory system, heart and things like that. I have to buy the sphygnomanometer which measures a person's blood pressure.I am doing good in school. I am happy and I think I am going to be a nurse, thats what I am going to do with my life. I went with Alida to see Troy and damn I am in love. :) Yes I am in love with Orlando Bloom, Eric Bana,Brad Pitt. I think everyone should go watch it. ITS GREAT!!!! But yea I lied to my family and told them I didn't get to see it and I want to see it again this weekend. LOL Well thats it for now. BYE BYE BYE
 
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Recording something   
09:31pm 22/03/2004
 
mood: calm


You Are A Professional Girlfriend!


You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!

Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.

If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.

You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.




What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You? Take This Quiz :-)




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Just Up...I need to sleep   
11:49pm 08/03/2004
 
mood: uncomfortable
phoenix
You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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I went to Elizabeth thing and her project was beautiful. I love it and she is going to be a great artist one day.Watch her work will be on display in New York City. Thats about it,oh yea I wore my black and pink mini-skirt today. I was really happy.
 
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Bored.....   
11:33pm 02/03/2004
 
mood: tired
Well I went back to work Monday and I didn't leave until almost 8. Yea so far I have been okay could be better. I miss sex lol, I am telling you the truth. So today was I went to Elizabeth school to read to her class and she loved it. Well if anyone gets bored in the month of March and lives in Paterson go to the Museum. My sister art work is going up on Monday. I am so proud and happy for her. I love her so much. I am taking off of work so I can go cuz its soo cool. She is going to be an artist I know it. Right now I am tired and I need some kind of sleep. There is nothing else I can say. Thats life for me right now.....boring....boring....boring.
 
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SEX AND THE CITY IS OVER......:(   
09:22pm 21/02/2004
 
mood: bored

You Are Most Like Miranda!


While you've had your fair share of romance, men don't come first

Guys are a distant third to your friends and career.

And this independence *is* attractive to some men, in measured doses.

Remember that if you imagine the best outcome, it might just happen.



Romantic prediction: Someone from your past is waiting to reconnect...

But you'll have to think of him differently, if you want things to work.




Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You Most Like?
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Which Sex and the City Vixen Best Matches Your Sex Style?





Yea it sucks but it is over and I am going to cry on Sunday. I don't want it to be over. WHY????????????????
 
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Bored..........   
12:24am 16/02/2004
 
mood: blah
I want to move to Florida, I want to start over. I want to go there be happy. My friend Kelvin says its cool over there and the weather is great. I hate the cold anyway. I watch Sex and the City, a few tears fell. Big told Carrie that he loves her and I want to cry. I hope he stays with her. She left to Paris and well so far she is having a horrible time and she is alone most of the time. The Russian is away. Miranda wants Carrie to come back and well Charlotte is going to adopted a baby. Samantha talk at a cancer thing and she took off her wig. In the end Big called Carrie apartment and Charlotte was there cuz she picking up something. So she picked up the phone and spoke to Big.

Then you see them all at there favorite coffee place and Big comes in and he says he fucked-up alot with Carrie and he is sorry for that. They all agree and he should go to Paris and get Carrie back to New York. I am going to cry so much when it ends next Sunday. I want to leave this place.
 
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Bored...............   
11:47pm 06/02/2004
 
mood: thoughtful
You are Brian Kinney! Totally sexy, drop dead gorgeous and a complete asshole.  While you pretend you don&apos;t believe in love, you believe in fucking, you do everything you can to keep
You are Brian Kinney!


Which Gale Harold are you?
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Nothing new that I want to talk about, I am just bored and thinking so much about thing. I think I need a life and well a man. As much as I say I can be by myself but no I miss having a man that cares.
 
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